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Kelly McQuain: Ghost Walking, Schuykill River,    Crack of Dawn

October 11, 2012 by PBQ

Autumn nights I stay awake from terrible dreams
each slightly different, at their center a core unchanged.

I wander like a whistle loosened from a train. Man with
dog and nothing else to do. When the light hits the city

I’ll become me again. Until then we drive, then walk.
Leaves rake the ground; hills hidden all summer stand

revealed. In the distance, cars hum the highway overpass.
I do not want to describe them. Dog sprints ahead,

enamored of scents. I plod a stretch of grass beside
the river’s dark streak. Our path gives way to trees. Even

insects refuse this hour. My legs grow tired; my back
strains. Light thickens the east–clots of misery and

hope. Buildings become strips of gray against paling blue.
Time enough to join the clouds? This Indian summer

will break soon. A first bird calls. In the distance I watch
the city’s heart slowly reassemble itself: traffic, crowds,

duty to be done. I am gladdened by the sun. There
was a time I walked
______________touching flowers,
___________________________choosing none.

I sit, rub my eyes. Can’t weave day, can’t unravel night,
must see through grief instead. Proclaim: I am a

welcome intrusion on wind, land and sun. I can watch
cliffs with calm eyes. I can lay dew-backed on grass

rooting upwards.        Now listen…

Filed Under: Contributors 85, Issue 85, Poetry, Poetry 85 Tagged With: Contributors 85, Kelly McQuain, Poetry, Poetry 85

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  1. New poem in Painted Bride Quarterly | Kelly McQuain says:
    November 4, 2012 at 10:45 am

    […] I have the first of three upcoming ones in coming issues of Painted Bride Quarterly, out now at http://pbqmag.org/pbq/archives/2895. Other recent poems have been featured online in Kin. A few others are coming soon in Mead, Paper […]

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